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You simply CANNOT get from ‘consciousness’ to AWARENESS by:

  1. Trying
  2. Reading spiritual books
  3. Writing spiritual books
  4. Following some guru
  5. Any of the usual nonsense.

It’s not on the same spectrum.

It’s a different magisteria.

It’s more different than apples and oranges, or night and day.

People TRY to make a journey from their ‘normal social ego’ 

To something transcendent.

It doesn’t work that way.

You know this.

Apophatic.

But then people think that it’s ‘ein sof’ about which nothing may be said.

That it is unapproachable.

That’s it’s NOT human.

All that is just WRONG.


Every living thing with eyes has AWARENESS peeking out.
In another way, even dead things are bound in AWARENESS too.

People try to use the light of awareness to figure out who they are.

They use awareness to reflect off matter / pneuma / whatever the hell you want to call the body of shakti.

They endlessly look for some image or form they really like, then say they are that.

They call this ‘consciousness’.

It may be consciousness alright.

But consciousness is the movie.

When AWARENESS is STILL,

All its ‘interior properties’ are exactly the same as POTENTIALITY.

In fact, AWARENESS through monads just stores DIFFERENCES from POTENTIALITY

as storing only differences from EVERYTHING POSSIBLE is much more energy

Efficient than trying to store EVERYTHING in a subset set. And in fact, you can’t do it.

That’s the error of CONSCIOUSNESS.

It tries to build a FULL REPLICA of the infinite and unbounded POTENTIAL

And it can’t do it, but it certainly TRIES.

THIS IS THE VERY CAUSE OF ALL EXISTENCE, AND THE SOURCE OF ALL SUFFERING.

If you want to realize your full nature, stop doing this.

All the practices of Platonic Surrealism, all 10+ of them, assist with breaking this really bad habit.

You DO have to clean up your 5 interfaces and learn better cognitive habits, but it’s not rocket science.

It’s not based on faith or belief or mysticism. It’s based on relaxing into yourself.

I hope this helps.

Kevin Cann
Public Domain
8/22/2025