The larger your sphere of awareness, the more you identify or do not identify with the auctioneered inputs of all the little intelligences that make up ‘you’.
The smaller your sphere of awareness, the more ‘pushed around you feel’.
At the level of REALITY, the desire to experience is instantly in existence, and in fact all such choices are ‘pre-made’, all choices already exist. So at that level, there is only free will.
But down in the depths of all those pre-made choices, it often seems that we don’t have free will.
And ultimately, if you learn to just ACCEPT, then the gigantic pool of all pre-made choices become YOUR CHOICE, like it already was.
You are still free to pretend that you are striving and trying and all that. Sometimes it works ‘your way’ (one tiny bit of you), sometimes it doesn’t.
But at the end of the day, when only one thing exists (POTENTIALITY/AWARENESS/’REALITY), there only IS free will,
and then all the play scenarios played out, of not having free will.
Kevin Cann
10/28/2024