From a letter sent to J* on 2/27/2025
“You always say that nobody has a theory of the paranormal
(self-transformation in this case),
that both shows why it works,
and why it doesn’t work.
In particular I showed in great detail with yesterday’s document,
“Becoming a shaman (or catholic saint)”,
why it doesn’t work, when it doesn’t work.
When ‘becoming a shaman’.
If you don’t ‘seek pain’
If you avoid pain,
If you try to maintain a ‘standard human ego’,
then It doesn’t work.
I know that it sounds ghastly.
By seeking pain, the catholic saints
sought the part of them that
was ‘protecting them FROM REALITY’
and constantly tore it down.
Likewise, a shaman to be ‘healed’
from the shamanic wound,
doesn’t flee it but rather embraces it.
The same with Kundalini.
You aren’t supposed to ‘dam it up’.
If you do, the pain is greatly magnified,
The friction of the unreal (the human verbal ego)
melts, under pressure from, the unfiltered presence.
The ‘new age practices’
promote ‘feel good’
It’s no wonder that they don’t really work.
‘Birthing requires pain’.
But really, under the direction of a steady hand,
It’s far less awful than I make it out to be,
without guidance.
Kev”
Kevin Cann
Public Domain
2/27/2025